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MORE ABOUT 'CAILE'!
Dati, if you want to know more about me, I will refer you to all the people whom I spent my time with. Most probably, my classmates, friends and family. I’d promise to myself that as soon as I found myself, I can describe it with my own words. At last for about 2 decades had passed, nahanap ko na ang sarili ko. Nawawala kasi ako dati at bigla ko na lang nakita ang sarili ko sa lost and found. (…thanks to
04-23-'10; 3:15pm alam mo kung sino ka.) Sa isang napakagandang lost and found. I remember myself many years ago… I spent most of my time creating an impossible dream. A dream were I can see myself in a happy ever after. Sometimes I’ll go to bed early just to let my wild imagination take me to a world where there is no limit. No borders. Its just me and my creations in a place where I can have a laxurious time with things that I want, events that I’m longing for and people whom I loved and who are so dear to me. I mean it. It sounds crazy but I did. But this crazyness of mine is the key and the one who let me to be,,,,WHO REALLY I AM. Before, I am contented with what I recieved. I’m always holding to the saying that “I am weak, I can’t do anything.” I’m always pretending, always make other people to go ahead of me, always smiling even if my heart is bruised and painful, even if my tears are about to fall. I HATE THE WORLD, I HATE ALL OF YOU, I HATE MYSELF!…..BUT I WAS WRONG. I ate all these words. Maybe I’ve push my self really hard without any expectations nor inspirations. Its just me. I forgot that there is a God up there who always watching me. I found out that: The world loved me, All of you showed me that you loved me, My self loves me too ’cause my actions speaks to me,, that I’m always pushing my wheels even if my tires are tired and flat. I push myself that, if I’ll still hold on, I can have all the things that I want…sooner or later in God’s will. I believe in these. Now, I’m still the same. Same person you meet today, yesterday, last week, last month, last year,….basta.I am basically a simple adjusting and funloving person whom others consider as sincere and friendly too.But they also consider me as modest and i dont knows whether i am all this. I would describe myself as a very ambitious hardworking and sincere girl.I am enthusiastic about taking up new challenges in life.Friendly and joyful is what my friends would describe me as. I believe a person to be honest in his relationship and dedicated to his proffession. Be selfconfident to solve problem in its best solution. I am a person who is positive about every aspect of life..
04-23-'10; 3:15pm alam mo kung sino ka.) Sa isang napakagandang lost and found. I remember myself many years ago… I spent most of my time creating an impossible dream. A dream were I can see myself in a happy ever after. Sometimes I’ll go to bed early just to let my wild imagination take me to a world where there is no limit. No borders. Its just me and my creations in a place where I can have a laxurious time with things that I want, events that I’m longing for and people whom I loved and who are so dear to me. I mean it. It sounds crazy but I did. But this crazyness of mine is the key and the one who let me to be,,,,WHO REALLY I AM. Before, I am contented with what I recieved. I’m always holding to the saying that “I am weak, I can’t do anything.” I’m always pretending, always make other people to go ahead of me, always smiling even if my heart is bruised and painful, even if my tears are about to fall. I HATE THE WORLD, I HATE ALL OF YOU, I HATE MYSELF!…..BUT I WAS WRONG. I ate all these words. Maybe I’ve push my self really hard without any expectations nor inspirations. Its just me. I forgot that there is a God up there who always watching me. I found out that: The world loved me, All of you showed me that you loved me, My self loves me too ’cause my actions speaks to me,, that I’m always pushing my wheels even if my tires are tired and flat. I push myself that, if I’ll still hold on, I can have all the things that I want…sooner or later in God’s will. I believe in these. Now, I’m still the same. Same person you meet today, yesterday, last week, last month, last year,….basta.I am basically a simple adjusting and funloving person whom others consider as sincere and friendly too.But they also consider me as modest and i dont knows whether i am all this. I would describe myself as a very ambitious hardworking and sincere girl.I am enthusiastic about taking up new challenges in life.Friendly and joyful is what my friends would describe me as. I believe a person to be honest in his relationship and dedicated to his proffession. Be selfconfident to solve problem in its best solution. I am a person who is positive about every aspect of life..
